女子监狱第四季

监狱是一堵墙，刚开始你抵抗它，后来你慢慢适应它。

这就是Piper在监狱里的样子吧，她也渐渐成为了那个她曾经讨厌的监狱人，为了达到目的不择手段，反而Alexis慢慢成为了Piper，有血有肉，有温度。

Piper真的疯了，literally疯了。

甚至看到她被西班牙女生用火钳在手上烫伤疤我也不觉得她可怜，毕竟她让别人又多做了几年牢。

Piper得知Alexis杀人后，安慰她说，sorry about that I'm not there for u.I let u alone to handle all these things.好想哭。

可是有些东西错过了就是错过了，后面再来道歉其实都显得你苍白无力了，我需要你的时候你不在，我把所有的事情都解决了，你才过来跟我道歉，还有什么意义呢。

Heasly的厌女，简直了，真把自己当救世主啊，当某件事女性做得比他好，他自己不能in charge就开始疯了。

他也被一种无力感深深拽下去了。

Donutman， ridiculous，it's different, because I said I love u. But it is totally the same feelings as raping.我开始喜欢Lolly了，好喜欢她的小小咖啡车啊。

明明她什么都没做错，单纯地想对抗脑海里的声音，就这也能被抓！

她居然被送进精神病院了，怎么能把她送进精神病院！！！

Pussey死了，她死了，她死了，她死了！

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！

it was not an accident, he is a murder. Soso好不容易能在监狱中找到伴儿，她得多痛苦啊。

Barley，他和朋友一起疯，那也是他的选择，表面上看起来他不是自愿的，但他还是选择了做恶作剧，挑逗女性。

第一次写，觉得应该好好准备一下，却又觉得很多感触，稍纵即逝。

就像女子监狱的女囚们，有闪婚的，有热恋的，有出狱的，有与CO擦出了短暂美好却始终隐隐作痛的，有被那些因为战争变得行尸走肉般CO胁迫吃了小老鼠的，有因为分不清楚真实与幻想而最终落得精神病区的，有彼此相爱相杀分道扬镳后因为爱因为感触因为害怕因为寂寞又黏在一起的，有终于从暗无天日的max出来的亦男亦女和重操旧业复吸又决心戒毒的。。。。。。

囚犯也是人，也应该享有尊重。

Caputo和Piscatella以及他的人不同。

Bayley和Piscatella以及他的人不同。

但是面对讲稿和发言，Caputo也仅仅是为了让Bayley拜托罪恶与愧疚，选择了开脱，美味姐说，他们甚至没有提她的名字。

Piscatella以及他的人，各个都是满目苍夷的战争幸存者。

他们看了太多的生死，泯灭了他们对待生命的尊重。

混混沌沌得，想要摆脱记忆中的战乱，想要通过他人的疼痛，抚平自己的伤口。

胖胖把Bayley送回家，他虽说着，你必须熬过去，但是末了，他说，会很难熬，特别是那些噩梦，但是醒着同样难熬。

重压下的暴动，谁也没能预见Poussey的死。

谁又都可以预见，MCC对于她的死的漠然，以及急于开脱急于黑化Poussey急于对Bayley泼脏水。

那个手无寸铁，体重不到90斤的姑娘，那个想要学坏让Piper还他一次handjob的孩子。

很喜欢最后3集，长长的铺垫。

整个监狱都在密谋团结一致赶走Piscatella，大家放下了种族放下了过往，终于找到了敌人的敌人。

节奏慢下来了，但是又仿佛各个点走在走向爆炸，谁都到了零界点。

她们反抗，她们被镇压，她们亲眼看到了Poussey的死，她们因为Poussey的尸体而被隔离在食堂之外。

而她们没有看到的是，Bayley的泪水，甜甜圈的克制，厨娘的3p以及不顾一切的逃离。

那一首等了太久的别歌，那一带存了太浓的私酒，那一排倒下来把Suzanne压到无法呼吸的书架，那一名因爱痴狂而被打成猪头的傻妞，以及最后留下悬念的一把充满憎恨的手枪。

举起手枪的Daya，她的心头除了愤怒，还有因为妈妈出狱迷失的疼，因为那个给她留下孩子却突然不再等待的悲。

不知道Daya会不会开，也不知道如果自己是Daya，会不会开。。。。。。

E01Bell: Maybe this is it. Maybe they've finally decided to riot. O'Neil: You know women don't riot. Bell: Oh really? Do I know that? Maybe this tipped them over, and you know what that would mean. 首尾呼應 E13.Piper: I am a force to be reckoned with.Flaca: (regarding Piper) Cold like a bomb pop from way back of the freezer. She may look so la, la, la... but she the one.E04 Healy: Why is the NSA or the military interested in our garden? Lolly: Cause I... I killed a guy and chopped him up and buried him in the garden. Healy: You killed a guy? Lolly: Yea. He was a hitman. He worked for an international drug cartel that was back by the United States, probably the CIA. Oh, it could have been FEMA. They've been targeting me for a long time. Have you ever heard of, uh, of Rex 84? No, of course you haven't heard of it, it's classified. Healy: As a counsellor, i know everything that goes on here. So, if someone, anyone... was killed here on campus, I'd know about it. Lolly: So, you're saying I didn't kill anybody? Healy: No... I don't believe you did. Lucky for you I got lots of experience dealing with this kind of things. If only Healy knew the truth. His ignorance and arrogance.E05 Maritza: You know what gets me so hot? Is when guys compare me to breakfasts, and when they talk about me like I'm not even here. How about you call me 'that oatmeal in the front seat' and I'll be so yours?Maritza: What, I don't get any love? We don't get touched a lot here, except by the lezzies. Sometimes, you need a little human little contact. Especially by an expert. Maritza has got to be one of the breakout characters this season, once we learn more about her. E6 Poussey: Look, maybe... this challenges what you thought you were. And maybe I'll get my heart broken in a thousand different pieces. But those are maybes. You can't live your life according to maybes. Alex: Whatever you need to say to me, you can say in front of my good friend Lolly here. Lolly: That's me, I'm the good friend. Piper: I didn't know you two were so close. Alex: You didn't get the, uh, friend announcement that we sent out?Lolly: Okay, that was like, watching a really bad play.E7 Piper: We are members of a Community task force. Big Boo: They are a white power group. Sankey: That's not true. Not officially. But we are working on it. Lorna: I don't think racism should be a group activity. It's private.Gloria: Happy your girl's back? Red: You don't realise there's a piece of you missing until that piece comes back and immediately pokes fun at your dye job.Nicky: To understand a degenerate, you have to enter the mind of a degenerate. Fortunately, I have years of experience.Hapakuka: I'm sorry I can't help you... but I'm rooting for you too.E8 Red: She has friends. Maybe not you, but other people. Piper: I should have been there for her. Red: You had other things on your mind. Being a panty kingpin took a lot of work.Red: When God gives you a swastika, he opens a window. And then you remember... there is no God.E9Piper: Do you know what I want? A burger.... from Shake Shack. Alex: I legit just like, teared up a little bit. Seared on the grill with tomato and melted cheese...Piper: On a fresh, soft, potato roll. Alex: With a milkshake. Piper: Nah, don't get greedy. Alex: It's my fantasy. And I can have a milkshake with a side of Cate Blanchett. Piper: My vein hurts right now and you're thinking about sex? Alex: No dummy. I want someone to massage my head and she looks like she'd have really cool fingers.Lorna: You know, if you're gonna poop in the shower, at least you could plan ahead. Like, do it in a shower cap and take it with you after. Just common decency. But you wouldn't know anything about that, would you? I mean, I know for some people, drug is the most important thing. But guess what? For the rest of us, we have feelings. And noses and gag reflexes. And janitorial is hard enough without you leaving your mess behind, once you found what you've been looking for. And I think you might have worms. So deal with that. Lorna really cares about Nicky.Alex: Think of it this way. You have maybe five minutes of pig-in-a-blanket, for eight or nine minutes or pure burger bliss. Just don't look down because if his dick looks like a chicken neck, you'll never unsee it. Piper: Why are we assuming that I'm the one who's gonna be doing it? Alex: Cause you're the straight one! Piper: Fuck you. Guaranteed lifetime tally you have given more handjobs than I have. Ten to one. Alex: Only to get out of having sex. Piper: Whereas I just had the sex. Ergo, this is your field of expertise. Alex: You think this kid needs an expert? I seriously doubt he's a connoisseur. Also, you're the one that gave him the handjob idea to begin with. Piper: Because society has conditioned me to see female sexuality as currency. Alex: Right! And it's time to spend a little in exchange for a burger. Piper: Touché.Guard: Is this some kind of a game? Flores: Jenga is a game. This is civil disobedience.Aleida: I gotta ask you a favour. Dayanara. Gloria: You know I'ma look out for her. Aleida: Don't let her get into trouble. Gloria: She's a good girl. Aleida: All the shit she's been through. This place could change her, you know? Turn her cold and mean. Gloria: I ain't gonna let that happen. Aleida: And even when you feel like giving up. Don't let her see nothing like that on your face. You gotta hold her up, you hear me? She's your daughter now. Long as you're in here. Gloria: Daughters. Aleida: They're the fucking worse.So much foreshadow.Judy: You know you can cheat on your wife with hookers who indulge you in your diaper fetish and still be the senator from Louisiana, as long as you apologise. See this is the great thing about the love of Jesus. Black Cindy: Oh no don't you start with me about that holy white evangelical bullshit. They a buncha hypocrites. Killing science and education and refusing to marry the nice gay couples. But then being all 'rah rah the holy land' when they really think... that my people got horns and we all gonna broil in hell. Judy: Oh wait, hold up. You're Jewish? Soso: I cannot believe that those powers just smoked us on the unspoken interracial prison couple power ranking.Poussey: Well we ain't about competition, all right? We just doing our thing, our real thing. Soso: I know. I'm not trying to sell us short or anything, but it's like they're Beyoncé and Jay Z and we're just Kim and Kanye.Poussey: Yo that hurts. I ain't gonna lie.Sister: I have a phone. With a camera. In a very uncomfortable place. Gloria: You're one crazy bitch. I really liked the sister and Gloria's mutual care for Sophia. Ofcourse the sister's care stemmed from her friendship with Sophia, but if you look back at season one and how Sophia developed her friendship with the sister, it is really touching. At the same time Gloria's care stemmed from her guilt of being a part of sending Sophia to SHU, but it's none the less so heart warming. This is a big part of the show where there's always care and love between the prisoners.E11 Piscatella: A man is dead. Do you really have that little regard for human life? Oh no Piscatella. It's you who has that little regard for human life.E12 Piper: If you could go back, ten years ago or whatever, and do it all over again, would you?Alex: Fuck no. Piper: Then you wouldn't have met me. Alex: Are you kidding? It didn't matter what choices we made, we would've ended up right here... on this fucking bed... sitting next to each other in prison. Piper: Doomed to be together. Alex: Exactly. Is this a foreshadow that you guys are not gonna end up together...? :( Caputo: Listen to me. This place isn't for someone like you. This place crushes anything good. It's like a monster that's grown too big for its stubby little legs, and now it's stumbling around, crushing whole cities. You can't survive it, Bayley. Bayley: Are you the city or the monster, sir?Caputo: Neither... both. Even if you're the city now, one day you'll be the monster. Working here... changes who you are. You understand me? 預言成真... in less than twenty minutes.E13 Red: Busy boys don't have time for trouble. I smell trouble coming. I want this family busy. This makes me so worried about Nicky, Alex and Pipers fate...I feel like Caputos speech is for the press, and General Washington to dig deeper. Knowing that he's a general. If they do, they'll see the lies behind Caputo's speech. And mcc will be screwed.

愤怒又热泪盈眶，低潮了一整季，压抑了一整季，终于在最后一刻达娅娜举起枪的那一刻爆发了！

无数群众站起来的画面总是能感动我…哪里有压迫，哪里就有反抗，一时的风平浪静，只是我们在慢慢沉淀，找准时机整季都像在以上帝视角审视整个社会，无时无刻又在沉浸式体验着，看得时候就觉得这完全就是监狱版的《饥饿游戏》啊！

直到最后一集，洗衣房姐妹花高喊“Attica”味儿对了！！！

就像嘲笑鸟那个口哨，我要学口哨！

如果作为社会，每个人还是每个人吗？

P已经不是“P”了，是一个符号，代表所有没有任何过错的、无辜的弱者，我甚至在想，刚开始说P和soso两对瘦小的拉拉时，是不是就在铺垫了…窒息有多绝望贝利也不是“贝利”，他是秩序场中悲惨的推动齿轮的民工，是无法有自己思想的人肉机器人，施暴者的武器，替罪的炮灰、羔羊，是士兵…警卫队是恶心的、自以为是的、坏心眼的棋子，他们认为这个世界是个有中心的秩序场，无人能打破循环，甘愿做这循环中的一环，在循环中混的如鱼得水，洗脑周围人，让队伍逐渐庞大，一步一步攀上更外层的一环，热衷于支配内环的人卡普陀是我最喜欢的角色，有理想、有正义感，却被现实暂时压迫的好人。

他们总会在关键时刻爆发，为无辜的人发声，但总是限于自身能力搞不出大动静，左边有坏心眼的压迫，右边有弱者的质疑，无力感让人难过，干脆甩手不干了，但又说回他的本质了，本质与现状的无限循环（太贴切了！

）再说回我们，总有那种人，且是大多数，对“卡普陀”冷嘲热讽，冷眼旁观，把“自私”当作优点，大肆宣扬，正义善良成为他们嘲讽的对象，邪恶变成美德，所有词义发生变化，语言的败坏象征着人心的败坏，所以我们要尽可能的帮助“卡普陀”，让他也能借把力，不要让理想幻灭也不要高喊“attica”而依旧无动于衷，让“attica”沦为一个乐子，一个只是一时脑子发热、自我感动的乐子人的喊话最后放一张P的笑容，看她入狱前的剧情，让人更难过了，杀人诛心，凭什么啊？？？

poussey 死了。

看到第13集，每分每秒都很心塞。

tastey 说They called him the fucking victim！

当监狱里面无所依赖，朋友，恋人，就是唯一的支撑。

失去的痛苦，就如同听到一句i am sorry for your loss都会厌恶至极。

别人体会不到你的失去，也无须再被提及失去。

我想说，Poussey是个好女孩。

这群个性明显的黑人女犯里面我最喜欢的一个。

笑容灿烂温暖至极。

一场监狱混乱似乎马上开始，可是当往来三岔口，出现白种人，棕色人，黑人，汇于一点，Daya，拿起的那把枪，就是为了观众的愤怒吧。

一个带有宽容、冲突、爱、也带有压迫、失去和原谅的监狱，大概也是我们的世界ha？

虽然最新的一季没有之前的跌宕起伏，没有之前的充满惊喜，但是这一季是满满的泪点，尤其看到最后华盛顿死的时候，都快哭了，上帝真的是太爱开玩笑了，她终于开始憧憬未来，有了女朋友，有了朱迪的承诺，出去了有了工作保障，可以想象以后的公寓和人生，结果为了帮助朋友，碰，就这样毫无尊严的死去了。

最后一集闪回她之前的生活片段，那么真实的一个人，那么可爱的一个人，那么有未来的一个人。

每次我看到监狱的那些人穿着一样的衣服，流露着一样的神情，在看到她们闪回的在进入监狱之前的片段，就会觉得这个人是鲜活的，她在监狱的一举一动，每一个行为的背后都有有原因的，每一件事情都是有动机的。

我之前看《LOST》也是这样的拍摄手法，穿插的，每个人在岛上的行为都可以在上岛之前的生活中找到答案。

我认为这部剧是伟大成功的，不管是盗卡的变性人，毒贩，杀人犯，她们都在监狱中努力的生存着，她们在这里都在成长，她们是迷茫的，孤独的，害怕的，通过每一个人的事件和行为，展示人性。

向来不以最坏的恶意揣测人性

男默女泪，一部真实到让人屏息的美剧。

当我以为它在从微观视角讽刺某人某事的时候，一次次推向童话的高潮，又砸碎在现实的镜面上的剧情让人发觉：它不过是在穿过光怪陆离的水面，钻入像宇宙一样繁星残暴又沉默，刺眼又虚空的社会内核——人。

这一季将社会吐露得太血淋淋，我真真切切地感受到那种被生活吸空了肺里的空气，渐渐窒息的绝望。

马上就看下一季，期待

所以说这是一个悲惨的人间，来到世上的人无一能幸免，唯一能抓住的就是转瞬而逝的短暂欢愉。

由第一集的开心大笑到最后一集的流泪不止，也许这就是人生？

每一个有灵魂有良知的人，掉进这个染缸就开始被腐蚀，为了蝇头小利勾心斗角。

但真正的恶人却丝毫不受良心的拷问，悠然自得，如鱼得水。

然而，恶人也可以做善事，好人也会把事情搞砸，想要平凡简单的小幸福往往不易，最怕就是立flag，怕什么来什么。

想要学会读懂人与人相处的，总是一而再再而三弄死弄死自己的沟通对象。

想要终成眷属厮守终生的，意外总是来得那么快。

想要她遵纪守法别出岔子的，她却最后无脑拔枪对狱警。

想要拥有幸福婚姻不惜各种跪舔的，却把婚姻逼向窒息。

想要将每个人都看作是人的，反而最后里外不是人。

主线是药，辅线是糖，吃到糖的时候以为药不苦，但药又怎么可能会甜？

最喜欢最后一集，像一个迷离的梦境，巴士，夜店，地铁，湖边营地，抱着鸭子的人，高大艳丽的变装皇后，地铁里光怪陆离的乘客们，还有最后不是僧侣的僧侣们。

所以说，人生就像一个曼陀罗不是吗，努力作画，付出全部心血，最后随风而散。

芸芸众生，各有各的命运，这是一部无与伦比的群像剧，没有主角，更无光环，每个人都在pain，唯一能选的就是要不要suffering。

女子监狱第四季每一集的片尾配乐太棒了…413 是怎么想都觉得难过的一集，小 p 的死让人无法接受，那一刻的窒息恍惚地带走了她，直到现在我也没缓过神来。

Poussey 的人生回现时真的太…不知如何形容，假僧侣骑着带光的自行车一行人将她送到河边，就像为亡者超度…那个想去阿姆斯特丹的女孩，说好的要开始新生活、寻找自我，“敬一个神奇的夜晚”“敬纽约城”第四季最后 Poussey 就站在河边，一个人看着灯光璀璨的纽约，发自内心的笑容和希望，望向镜头后音乐唱起“In the muddy water we’re falling”橘色背景再次覆盖一切。

we’re falling ……第四季后几集 Doggit 说“Do you know difference between pain and suffering? Pain is always there,because life is freaking painful, but suffering is a choice.”这个世界疮痍遍布but suffering is a choice.

这部剧反反复复看了很多次，第四季是我最喜欢的一季。

现在反过来看，简直就是预言了现在的美国。

随着其他族裔人数的增加而使不满和矛盾渐渐增加；白人至上主义的酝酿和迅速增长；一切以资本和股市为目的的监狱运营；漠视法律与道德的暴戾狱警；因为狱警跪压而导致黑人普塞的死；是直接导致监狱暴动的导火索。

只想说这部剧的编剧都是神人，也许他们不是预言，一切只不过是历史的重演。

2020年如此戏剧性的开场，又会不会像本剧一样收场？