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还是更喜欢这个时代背景下的西部：“在这里没有枪，你会死的很惨”。

结合时代背景，新秩序伴随在武力的影响下重建。

美丽家园需要靠自己开拓.自由需要靠自己捍卫，而这些都需要勇气，我认为，这就是我所理解的武德充沛。

说是黄石的前传，我想Dutton家族彪悍的家风就是在这里形成的吧[捂脸]上次这么肝剧还是2020年😉

约翰-达顿在美丽的天堂谷最后一次捧着长子Lee时，靠着一棵大树。

一个多世纪以前，另一位达顿的男性家长詹姆斯-达顿用同一种方式，几乎在同一个地点，送走了自己的长女Elsa Dutton。

Lee和Elsa各自的死亡有诸多不同的因素。

但毫无疑问，有一点是相同的：约翰和詹姆斯都不仅仅失去了孩子，也失去了对这个孩子继承自己传奇的寄托。

Lee和Elsa都是为了各自父亲的梦想而死。

Elsa为家族的未来选择了栖居之地；约翰-达顿则因为Lee的死而更加坚决地维护家族利益。

两人的死都使自己的家族作为整体更为强大。

第二集惊现汤姆-汉克斯，他扮演George Meade，历史上确有其人。

乔治-戈登-米德，美国陆军少将，曾参加过第二次塞米诺尔战争、美墨战争和美国南北战争。

米德最著名的战役是1863年在葛底斯堡战役中指挥联邦军波托马克军团击败联盟军罗伯特-E-李将军率领的北弗吉尼亚军团。

美国陆军基地乔治·G·米德堡、堪萨斯州米德县和南达科他州米德县都是以乔治·米德的名字命名的。

Tom Hanks和他的妻子Rita Wilson，与《1883》的两位主演Tim McGraw和Faith Hill是多年好友。

Tim McGraw和Faith Hill分别扮演詹姆斯-达顿和玛格丽特-达顿，现实生活中就是夫妻。

汤姆-汉克斯的米德将军在Battle of Antietam战役后向詹姆斯-达顿表达了善意。

第九集Elsa的命运锁定。

拉科塔（Lakota）部落的首领，由Tokala Black Elk扮演，他在《黄石》中出演四集，是凯西和莫尼卡在保留地的邻居Sam Stands Alone。

《1883》第一集的站街女，既是《黄石》中的女律师，也是泰勒-谢里丹另一作品《金斯顿市长》的秘书。

第十集的印第安酋长由Graham Greene扮演，他在这里的名字“Spotted Eagle”与当年《与狼共舞》里的Kicking Bird，对仗挺公整，动词+鸟。

《与狼共舞》（Dances with Wolves）1990年电影，描述1860年代美国南北战争末期，北军中尉邓巴与印地安苏族的故事，电影的对白多使用苏族语言拉科塔语，配以英语字幕，这在当时的美国电影圈很罕见。

本片获得七座奥斯卡金像奖，票房也大获成功，象征着西部片在好莱坞的复兴。

2007年，此片因为它“文化上、历史上、美学上”的重要价值，被选为美国国家电影保护局典藏。

Graham Greene因为《与狼共舞》这部影片获63届奥斯卡最佳男配角的提名，输给了《好家伙》里的乔-佩西；不过凯文-科斯特纳也没得最佳男主奖，倒是得了最佳导演和最佳影片。

因为这部电影的巨大成功和所表达的对原住民的深切同情，凯文-科斯特纳被接纳成为拉科塔族（Lakota）荣誉成员。

在听说《与狼共舞》要用拉科塔语说台词时，Graham Greene的第一反应是“I don't speak that”。

Graham Greene还在《猎凶风河谷》里演原住民保留地的警长Ben。

也是泰勒-谢里丹的作品。

正如警长Shea Brennan所说，Elsa比谁活得都明白，他75了而她只有18岁，她却笑得比他欢快、爱得比他恣意、战斗得比他更勇敢。

也许每个人从出生那刻就开启了奥德赛之旅，而Elsa的旅途更为壮阔，更为自由，爱过，心碎过，受过伤再努力站起来，清楚地知道自己的向往。

她的旁白就像她为这次旅途写下的诗句，残酷贫瘠的生活里长出浪漫的翅膀。

Season 1, Episode 1: “1883”开场就是第九集的地狱景象。

I remember the first time I saw it. Tried to find words to describe it. But I couldn’t. Nothing had prepared me. No books. No teachers. Not even my parents. I heard a thousand stories… But none could describe this place. It must be witness to be understood. And yet, I’ve seen it. And I understand it less than when I first cast eyes on this place.Some called it the American Desert. Others, the Great Plains. But those phrases were invented by professors at universities. Surrounded by the illusion of order. And the fantasy of right and wrong. To know it, you must walk. Bleed until it’s dark. Drown in its rivers. Then its name becomes clear. It is Hell. And there are demons everywhere.But if this is Hell, then I must be a demon, too. And I’m already dead.Elsa总结了父亲詹姆斯-达顿的梦想：The road West is filled with failures. But failure isn’t what drove him. It was a dream. And the dream was coming true.Season 1, Episode 2: “Behind Us, A Cliff”Freedom is running wild through untamed land.年轻的姑娘憧憬着前方的土地。

The world here plays parlor tricks on your senses. I do not know what the word Texas means. But to me it means magic.It seems even the trees are new to this place; scattered about in clusters like little villages. And everywhere: treasures. Everywhere a bounty just waiting to be scooped up.”18-years ago on this day, Lee surrendered to Grant in the home of Wilmer McClean in the village of Appomattox. A year later, I was born. It was Monday, April 9, 1883. And it was my birthday.I looked to the right and saw my father somehow riding vertically towards the earth. Beyond him, cowboys and cattle pushed towards us; dust following them like a cloudy shadow. The light was soft and pale and pink, like God had decided to light this day with candles. And the whole of Texas spread out before me. It was the most magnificent thing I had ever seen.最后Elsa思考时间的变幻。

What began as a journey had become a retreat into the unknown. We were backing into the abyss; so worried our sins would follow us we didn’t bother watching where we walked. And behind us was a cliff.Season 1, Episode 3: “River”从第三集开始，Elsa目睹了西扩途中的恐怖，她的旁白也变得暗黑起来。

Death is everywhere on the prairie. In every form you can imagine. And a few your worst nightmare couldn’t muster.Death hides in creek beds. Possesses animals. It hides in tall grass, waiting. With every death, our father moved camp a little further away. As if death was not the result of accidents and disease, but death was its own disease. And carelessness was contagious.”But of all the perils awaiting us – sickness and snakes, bad horses and bandits – there was one thing above all that sent terror through both man and beast… There was one word so feared it was barely spoken and barely whispered… River.粗粝之中也有片刻宁静，Elsa看着母亲放牧，第一次视她为女人，而不仅仅是个母亲。

I watched her ride and I didn’t see my mother. I saw a woman. And the woman was magnificent.Season 1, Episode 4: “The Crossing”I knew that war. That war between what you should become, and what you could become.随着剧集进展，Elsa的旁白也渐渐成熟。

第四集她站在由女孩向女人进化的边缘，第五集将完成转变。

I had abandoned every memory of Tennessee as if I was born on this journey. But I wasn’t. We were leaving a place, and seeking another. And the journey was a necessary, miserable road between the two. Somehow I felt immune to the dangers of this place. As if the land and I had struck a deal. I could pass on heart so long as I loved it. And I did. I loved everything about it.目睹了种种死亡之后，Elsa平静地讲述了人与自然关系的真相。

But crossing the Brazos taught me there was no deal. No matter how much we love it, the land will never love us back.Season 1, Episode 5: “The Fangs of Freedom”We are in the land of no mercy now.到第五集结尾，Elsa Dutton已经是一个完全不同的人了。

她成为一个女人，一个被1883残酷现实带来的心碎所改变的人。

Elsa从一个古灵精怪、充满希望的孩童，变成了坚毅警觉的女人。

I think cities have weakened us as a species. There are no consequences there. Step into the streets without looking and the carriage merely stops or swerves; the only consequence an angry driver. But here? There can be no mistakes. Because here doesn’t care. The river doesn’t care if you can swim. The snake doesn’t care how much you love your children. And the wolf has no interest in your dreams. If you fail to beat the current, you will drown; if you get too close, you will be bitten. If you are too weak, you will be eaten.Elsa与Ennis合为一体，然而命运自有别的安排。

The whole world faded away. No stars or moon, no sky at all. No earth between my feet; no rock against my back. There was only us.Today My Eyes Died.I’d known death since I was a child. It’s everywhere. But it had never touched me. It had never placed it rotten finger on my heart. Until today. Today my eyes died. I see the world through my mother’s eyes now. Yes, freedom has fangs. And it sunk them in me. I chose to love him. He chose to love me back. Then chose to protect me. Then a man we’ve never met chose to kill him. And made me colorblind.Maybe killing this man will get my eyes back. Maybe it won’t. But I chose to find out.余下的旅途在Elsa平静的旁白中展开。

Season 1, Episode 6, “Boring the Devil”Elsa毫不掩饰她的心碎，同时迎来新的经历。

We moved towards Dome’s Crossing and the Red River, and tragedy’s next opportunity to ravage what’s left of us. My mother says the pain will fade and the good memories return. I suppose that’s true. Every person on this planet will endure this pain, until they are the cause of it for another. Someday I’ll die and shatter hearts, too. But that is not today. Today I am living. And I am a shadow.第六集结尾，Elsa再次敞开心扉。

年轻的心容易痊愈。

We were leaving Texas, entering the Indian territory and redefining our meaning of unknown. Far from the cities that have paved the world away, and the farms which had turned it into a resource. We were no longer under the cloud of civilization. Only sky above us now. No more walking over bridges. Out here, we swim horseback through rivers. There is nowhere to chain love to vows and ceremony. Out here, love burns through you like a fever. And when the devil comes to strip that love from you, there is no funeral or song or speeches that dull our senses and deaden our hearts. Out here, you turn towards the pain as it tears into you. And you let it. When you do, the devil gets bored. He sees another soul to eat.And you get to live again.——重新定义未知，再活一次。

Season 1, Episode 7, “Lightning Yellow Hair”达顿一家坚定地踏进狂野西部，Elsa重新打量自然的真相和人的残酷。

The best way to know if land is truly undiscovered is to seek words to describe it. When you can’t, you know it’s virgin land. Untouched by our dirty hands. To see it is to be silenced by it. Made speechless by its endless uniformity… One must read the sun and stars like a sailor to navigate this place. We’ve seen nothing but grass for over a week. No grass, no birds. No snakes. Not even a lizard. And no evidence the human race still exists. But the plains are littered with bones.The dirty man of hand can go unnoticed in a city. because his dirty hand made the city. But in this place, where innocence is a mineral in the soil, the filth of our touch is an apocalypse.玛格丽格-达顿不得不杀死一个偷马贼，Elsa得以通过母亲的眼睛体会恐怖。

She wouldn’t speak when she got back to camp. Wouldn’t look at my father. Wouldn’t look at me. I heard her crying by the fire before dawn. I sat beside her and asked her what was wrong. She said she killed a man over a horse, and now John was the only hope our family has of reaching heaven.I didn’t have the heart to tell her there’s not heaven to go to. Because we’re in it already. We’re in hell, too. They coexist right beside each other. And God is the land.Episode 8, “The Weep of Surrender”Elsa与Sam定下牢不可破的誓约，对这个年轻的女孩来说，什么都没有自由驰骋更为重要。

This is our third day here, the longest we’ve stayed in one place since the journey started. One trait all animals share, people included, is no matter where we are or where we wish to be, if we’re there longer than a day, we try to make a home of it. But the plains are not for home building. Not enough resources. No shelter. The plains are for vagabonds, wanderers, and cowboys. Their home is a saddle. The sky is their roof. The ground is their bed. What’s lacked in material comfort is regained in the knowledge that they are always home. To them, the journey is the destination.Should they find gold at the end of the rainbow, they would leave it there and seek another; choosing freedom over the burden of the pot. I haven’t thought once of Oregon. No dreams of the ocean or snow-covered mountains. I only dream of the journey. That is all. No gold for me. Just the rainbow.To import the traditions of the place you fled, the place that failed you, is to condemn the place you seek to the same failures.I understood my mother’s worry. My choices made no sense in her world, where customs and prejudice rule where law cannot reach. There will be customs and prejudice here, too, I’m sure. But they were born of this world, and belong here. To import the traditions of the place you fled, the place that failed you, is to condemn the place you seek to the same failures.因为对家人的爱，Elsa对Sam短暂告别，虽然心也在痛，但这次告别不像对Ennis那样永无再见之日，花开时再见。

I felt their eyes move over me. Felt their pity and disapproval. And it meant nothing to me. The only thing that mattered was riding away. Just as I was riding away from him. As I pondered the new journey before me – making it back to him – they watched the tears run my cheeks. And I let them. I didn’t turn my face or wipe them away. Tears became control. Sobs and weeps are little surrenders. And I will surrender nothing to the pain. Tears may flow, but I will not weep. I am the wife of a warrior now. Which is to say… I am a warrior. And warriors don’t cry.——不向痛苦缴械投降，战士永不哭泣。

Season 1, Episode 9, “Racing Clouds”I had convinced myself of the world’s ambivalence towards its inhabitants… Until I came to this place. This place doesn’t want inhabitants at all. Every plant is inedible. Every creek bed is dry. Though only September, snow covers the mountain peaks. Winter can’t wait to have at us. Can’t wait to join with the land and run us off or kill us. If land can have emotions, this land hates. It hates us. And everyone can feel it.Elsa被迫穿上了第一集中箭时的白裙子。

The dress felt like a prison built just for me, choking me by the neck and digging into my underarms. Flattening my breasts against my ribcage. It disguises everything that makes me a woman from the glares of jealous women and rapacious men; as if their lack of self-esteem and willpower should be my only concern. I will never live in that world again, where the weak would rather guilt the strong than become strong themselves. No, I will stay in this world. This world doesn’t care what the weak want. This world eats the weak.中箭后Elsa没有感到疼痛。

I felt no pain. Perhaps it was the fever of the fight. But it didn’t hurt. I thought of pushing it through. I thought better of it. As my father would say, ‘The one good thing about problems, is they’ll still be problems later. Don’t have to deal with them right away.That’s when I knew… I was going to die.她的父母尽可能让她有活着的感觉，詹姆斯给她的闪电上了鞍。

在马背上，Elsa说出了最有力的一次旁白。

I looked at my father, looked past his smile. Saw his worry. Saw something deeper. As if he were already in mourning. As if I were already gone. I felt different, too. Felt as though my soul had been dislodged from… Whatever cavern in our chest the soul is lodged to. It felt loose; disconnected. I looked out at the sagebrush, the colors looked different. Sharper. Looked up at the sky, the clouds seemed to race above us as if new laws applied to time and space above me.I looked back at my father, and I studied his eyes. Looked deep into them. That’s when I knew… I was going to die.终将死去，那又如何？

连星星都会陨落。

Season 1, Episode 10, “This Is Not Your Heaven”The numbing shock of war is behind me now. Pain has taken its place. Hurts to move. Hurts to breathe. The back of my head throbs with every step of my horse. I look at the world through the hazy lens of fever and somehow see it clearer.What is death? What is this thing we all share? Rabbits, birds, horses, trees. Everyone I love. And everyone who loves me. Even stars die. And we know absolutely nothing of it.Elsa也对两位牛仔Wade和Colton最后告别。

I wondered what became of them. Wondered if they staked their claim in Wyoming and built sod houses, bought cattle, and tried to scratch a life from this place. Perhaps they fought the winter and braved their way to Oregon; laying stakes in the emerald fields of the valley. But I’d seen too much of this world. Knew too much about the nature of man to think either would be their future. Another future awaited them, and it laid in the abyss of unmarked graves along the Oregon Trail.第二天早上，Elsa与父亲共骑一匹马。

他们在蒙大拿令人忘记呼吸的美景中谈论死亡。

“你看着我就像我即将死去一样。

”Elsa对父亲说。

他们注视着眼前这片土地，达顿一家和他们的后代将要栖居的天堂。

“我看着你，只看到本来的你：在这个星球上于我最重要的人。

我的目光里有焦虑，是因为你无可替代。

”詹姆斯对女儿说。

We never spoke of death or dreams again. We never spoke of the pioneers, either. Because there was no need… To survive the frontier, you must learn to recognize those who won’t, and be weary of their doomed decisions. They are to be avoided at all costs. Because their fear is tragedy’s closest cousin. And tragedy is contagious in this place.太阳再次升起，Elsa来到了她的天堂。

在那里，她和Sam重聚在说好的山谷，他们一起骑马，在无人荒径上渐渐走远。

极美。

There is a moment where your dreams and your memories merge together and form a perfect world. That is heaven. And each heaven is unique. It is the world of you. The land is filled with all you hold dear. And the sky is your imagination.My heaven is filled with good horses, open plains, wild cattle, and a man who loves me. It is always sunrise in my world. And there are no storms. I am the only lightning. I know death now. I’ve seen it. It had no fangs. It smiled at me. And it was beautiful.

看完季终，就感觉一个字：惨……总结来说：这是一个关于爱和梦想与死亡同行的故事，一个天真少女在西进大潮中的心灵之路。

从最初的美好幻想，到残酷的荒蛮世界，最后，她终于到达了那片乐土，一个早已注定的墓地。

而生命终点的旅程，可谓相当的凄美，如诗如画，如泣如诉，如同一条悲伤的河流，蜿蜒曲折地流淌在人们早已破裂的心中，最后从心脏破口处喷涌而出，倾泻如瀑，伴着腥风，漫过丘岭，浸润着黄石那条遍布血与泪的山谷，山谷里衰草萋萋，松涛沥沥，宛如一曲终将延续达顿七代人的悲歌，在此开端，亦在此终结。

这悲伤来的如此剧烈而又顺畅自然，以至于我后半段几乎是含着泪水看完的，也几乎要忘记了前面那些让人看不懂的情节。

脱离屏幕，看看我们的世界，这故事似乎也在传达着什么，人类的过往也许大不相同，但人类的情感几乎彼此共通，同在残酷的世界中艰难生存，没有平凡，也没有奇迹。

尽管最后的故事不像我们开始期待的那么的荒野大镖客，但这无疑是成功的，一种非常规的成功，是一首属于谢里丹式的西部悲歌——壮阔，苍凉。

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开篇我就想说 女主“发情”的样子正是我们喜欢的样子前传大概讲的是在内卷战乱年代，美国白人的开荒路看到很多人说女主滥情发情，我想可能大家是不太能够代入女主的生长环境导致的，从一开始女主只是稍显叛逆，但并未“随便”，遭遇qj会拼死反抗，直到她渐渐爱上了小牛仔，小牛仔为了保护家人而死，又看到了很多很多的亲朋一个一个的被环境被生活压死，她自己也想死，可是死而后生的她才渐渐开始明白，什么才是她所处的环境。

然而在如此恶劣的土壤中生长出了爱情，这是多么不理性的事情。

死都不怕的女主，还怕什么？

在开荒路上偶遇爱情，这是多么危险的存在，可是女儿的年龄和大脑分泌的激素决定了，这一切无法避免，强势妈妈和爸爸早就知道，虽不如愿，可是并未力阻，这是西方自由精神下对“自然而然”的敬畏和尊重。

父母的强势硬汉的一面是用来对抗恶劣的环境保护自己的家人的，并不是对待亲密关系的，不是用来沟通的，这一点，他们分得很清，我很敬佩。

女主对环境的认识是一步一步一步的，编剧并没有一开始就给你设定好，你得随着剧情去感受环境的变化，加深加宽对环境的认识。

同伴一个接一个的死去，他们并没有不勇敢，他们并没有不坚强，他们只是顺应着时间和环境一个个的游戏结束，在这样时间非常有限的生命中，因为初恋牺牲起死回生的elsa似乎想明白了一点什么，为什么不可以及时行乐，不妨碍社会不妨碍公众健康，为什么不可以做自己想做的事情？

为什么要穿着紧身连衣裙在马车里做个小姐接受别人牺牲的保护？

全剧只有10集很浓缩，所以每集的结尾都有女主的旁白，那被设计的如诗如画充满感情的旁白为黄石这块荒凉干涸的土地滋润进了女性柔美的灵魂和一个青春少女的对成长的理解，让这块土地从此变得不再贫瘠，像是被赋予了灵魂。

不是西部硬汉的灵魂，是一个金发碧眼柔美女子她极其果敢英勇的灵魂。

看到第9集的时候编剧被女主设定的角色是希腊是悲剧英雄的角色，第九集高潮中，她原本可以归队的，但她看到了自己的家人仅用了0.1秒的时间就扭转了马头，分散了追兵，她被打下马，看到了燃烧的马车，本能地感到恐惧，但看到了追兵割了女人的头皮，本能找到了枪冲上去对刚，最后才被一箭射穿躯体。

每次看这段高潮大战我都为她年少的英勇而流泪，一切都是随机的，恐惧未曾消失，可一切又都是果敢而坚毅的。

真好，短暂的生命该做的都做完了，没有遗憾，唯一的承诺只能用自己的尸体和死后的长眠去陪伴。

如果一定要说遗憾，那么任何人任何事都有遗憾，但如果说elsa有没有满足，有的，大大的满足。

everything is such Peaceful我可以选择自己爱做的事情，我可以自己举起枪杆保护自己，我还可以保护我想保护的人，我承担这一切自由所带来的风险和后果，我无怨也无悔，我这一生按照我的意愿过完，我爱我的亲人，生命中遇到的所有一切我都接纳，这就是黄石家的女人。

When you love somebody, you trade souls with them. They get a piece of yours, and you get a piece of theirs. But when your love dies,a little piece of you dies with them. That’s why you hurt so bad. But that little piece of him is still inside you, and he can use your eyes to see the world. So… I’m taking my wife to the ocean. And I’m gonna sit on the beach, and let her see it. That was her dream. Then I’m going to see her. That’s my dream.

本来想夸下这部剧的，没想到还有人在女主的问题上念念有词，干脆就说下这个问题，反正这个剧也不需要再夸了。

这个世界真的永远不缺无知的自大者，只是以前他们没有话语权，现在他们有了手机。

女主的成长才是这部剧的核心部分，说女主滥情任性的这帮人，在封建社会就是不管自己是不是奴隶主，都支持奴隶制的那帮没有救的人，现代社会救了这帮人，还给了他们获得信息的平台，但信息，知识只让这帮人更自大，并没有拯救他们的无知，真是可悲。

这帮人分成两部分，一部分是认为别人丧偶后不能再婚，但是自己可以的傲慢的人，另一部分是已经被教化的不能自拔的无知的人。

一边要求女性独立，一边物化女性，甚至很多女性自己都不知道哪些行为是利于女性独立，哪些是反对。

这部分人里男的是看什么电视都代入男主角无法自拔的人，是父权社会残留的意识形态作祟，根本上认为女性是物品，爱上谁，和谁做爱，都得符合他们的标准。

你男人才死一个礼拜，你哭了几天，想过死，我很敬佩，但是你要是再找男的，我就要开喷，这就是父权思想残留的东西。

这部分人里女的是被父权思想压抑惯了，身体才刚刚半自由就以为自己已经完全自由的半奴隶，所以他们见不得女主思想自由，这种不满潜意识里是嫉妒，因为自己没有勇气去打破自己思想上千年来的枷锁。

女主母亲17岁就怀了女主，老公还在监狱，过了苦日子，就认为自己可以教导别人。

女主18岁，爱人被杀，自己也杀过人，而且每天都在危险中，她不比母亲过的更舒服吧？

父母害怕子女吃苦这是常情，但也是缺少反思的。

退一步讲，这个世界是谁过的惨谁的话语更有说服力吗？

她有勇气选择印第安人，不是因为她的无知，而是因为她勇敢和经历生死后的通透。

这种人确实招人讨厌，因为她让别人显得懦弱，无知，愚蠢。

一个比你优秀的灵魂没给你带去启发，反而让你自卑嫉妒生恨，这确实是无知者的悲哀。

而给这些没救的人打字发言的权利则是这个时代的悲哀。

这帮人一直存在，或许我们每个人都不同程度的在不同问题和方面扮演着“这帮人”，有人说人类社会不就是各种不同甚至矛盾的意识形态的总和吗，这也是这部剧所表达的，世界总是残酷的，几千年来没变过。

但是，“世界总是残酷的”这句话应该作为我们坚持下去的理由，而不是我们的终点。

奴化女性，畜化男性。

女性要是独立自主，就是婊子，男性要是怕死怕累就是懦夫。

这帮人无所不在，真他妈烦。

很多影视作品已经拍的很中立了，但是这帮观众还是要去贴标签，凯西的老婆莫妮卡，约翰养子杰米，能力差的吉米，反复的沃特，你们人人是约翰人人是贝丝吗？

真正的约翰出现在你身边，你会无条件追随他吗？

真正的贝丝在你面前你恐怕要无脑开骂吧？

为什么只能看到显而易见的品质，而无法深刻理解善恶交织的矛盾呢？

我想是观众自己的问题，而不是世界太复杂的问题吧？！

如果老队长烧完房子自杀了，如果女主被残酷吓倒了，不敢再爱，被思想的枷锁框住，不敢接受自己的感情，如果移民们怕了就去丹佛当女仆和矿工，那他们的生命就止步于“世界总是残酷的” ，而他们没有选择停下，他们经历了“世界总是残酷的”，但是他们选择了向前走。

而当你还在对女主放下过去拥抱未来，拥抱自己的选择念念有词时，你就是那群选择留下来的，被“世界总是残酷的”吓倒的人。

自由有倒刺。

永远忘不了女主选择自由，选择爱他，义无反顾，像飞蛾扑火，而他死亡的那一刻，女主撕心裂肺。

我的眼泪流了下来。

“自由有倒刺，扎在了我手心，我看到了用我妈妈的视角看世界”第五集太赞了，一下子升华了这部剧。

忽然明白之前关于女主的所有铺垫。

一个单纯、阳光、向往希望与自由的人，怎么可以一下子接受这种悲伤，不是失去的悲伤，而是对这个世界的悲伤。

世界就是这样给我们上课的。

“世界不是为我们而创造的”。

“目之所及都失去了颜色”。

我明白我们的目之所及是怎么一点点改变的。

只愿我们出走半生，归来仍是少年。

一开始看男主女儿，随便就爱上了牛仔，牛仔死后，又因为一场龙卷风轻易爱上了印第安人，都觉得剧情太肤浅、幼稚，谁都没想到，这个这女人爱上的印第安人教会了这女人少量印第安语和几个重要的印第安风俗，并理解了他们的信仰，这为后来另一帮印第安人和男主这一大帮人的冲突带来了最重要的反转，这女人用印第安语讲明了误会，停止了战争，也证明了自己理解印第安信仰并证明已经成为了印第安女战士，于是，印第安人帮这 女人 （ 印第安外号：黄头发闪电 ）疗伤，出于同情，印第安酋长告诉了这女人父亲，也就是男主，说某个地方有一片无人认领的乐土，这就是达顿家族后来那一大块地的来源。

关键是：如果没有印第安人的指引，达顿家族几乎不可能找到这块好地，其他白人如果知道这块地，多半会据为己有，而不会告诉达顿，因为印第安人奉行游牧，所以对定居、对土地没有执念，才会给达顿这块地的信息。

这一切的沟通都是由男主的女儿作为桥梁。

有时 ,自由恋爱、开明开放、跨种族沟通有时候会带来巨大的好处，如果一个民族，从不与其他民族通婚，这民族就会走向极端，而且会错过很多双赢的机会，尤其现代文明核平社会（核平没错，不是和平），不可能主动灭绝哪个民族，沟通更显得重要。

看《黄石》就知道了，达顿家这块地，在当代有人出5亿美元他们都不卖。

女主的临终戏是我最有感触的一场临终戏，她的父亲是她死亡唯一的见证人，我和他一起流泪、痛苦、抽泣，好像也失去了一个很爱的人。

她的死亡没有撕心裂肺的哭喊、没有歇斯底里的愤怒，悲伤和钝痛像寒冬阴冷的湿气，不知不觉中慢慢渗到心里去。

临死前父亲带着她离开队伍走了很远，寻找一个她喜欢的埋葬地，他们在那里轻轻地说了很久的话，久到让人忘记了死亡。

万物都终将面临死亡，可谁都不知道它是什么样。

生与死本就是一个莫比乌斯环，当人身体上无限逼近死亡的时候，心理上也会无比渴望返回生命的起点。

父亲抱着她靠在大树下，两人谈论起自己人生最初的记忆，我也想起了我记忆中最久远的画面，那是一个立冬的早晨，妈妈带着我在洗手台前洗漱，我透过纱窗望向窗外，室外下过雨，电线上挂着水珠，上面或许站着一两只麻雀，或许我只是听到了麻雀沾了水似的湿润的啼叫。

我问妈妈什么是立冬，妈妈说就是冬天的第一天。

很巧的是女主的记忆中也有几只小鸟，她觉得它们好聪明啊，懂得在被雨水松动过的土壤里找虫子吃。

她说她想明白了，知道死亡是什么了，一点也不怕了，眼中渐渐失去了神采。

我喜欢这场戏可能是因为它耐心地呈现了生命自然死亡的过程，非常符合逻辑也非常符合人性。

从箭伤恶化开始，所有知情人都心照不宣地为女主编织出一个善意的小世界，友好地、潇洒地道别。

没有粉饰，也不谈悲伤，这场旅程教会所有人的，就是顺应生命本身的规律，拥抱它，让一切自然发生。

下面就是我整理出的一些学习笔记，不多也不是特别好，如果大家觉得有什么要改进的欢迎留言呀1 sneak up (on sth./sb.) 悄悄走近；慢慢地接近

Sneak up一词很多人应该不陌生，就是蹑手蹑脚走的意思。

搭配on后面接人或物则是偷偷靠近某人或某物另外一个值得注意的点是，当sneak up的主语是物时，则它的意思是：If an event or day sneaks up on you, it arrives before you are ready for it. (一个东西悄咪咪地到来就是出其不意了嘛)2 get by 勉强过活，勉强对付过去

Get可以和很多介词搭配而且有很多不同的意思Get by度过的难关通常是指某人勉强能够应对，再多就没有了的情况我们一起看看英文释义: to be able to live or deal with a situation with difficulty, usually by having just enough of something you need, such as money3 earn sb's love 得到.... 的爱

看到这个不经意就会想到earn money 赚钱。

当然这一组短语理解并不困难但我想另外补充个表达得到某人芳心的词组哈哈哈哈win one's heart/mind 也同样是表达得到爱戴、喜欢4 have second thoughts 犹豫；考虑一下

第二次思考second thoughts，顾名思义就是三思的意思，和think twice是同义词组，可以一起记忆5 give a shit about someone/something 在乎；关心

Give a shit about 关心、在乎........该词组带有贬义色彩，属于一种比较粗鲁的习语(从shit一词也可以看出）另外歪果仁可能会和give a fuck about ......替换，用词更粗鲁，一般在对骂或愤怒时候会用6 in the ground 入土；在地里

“现在他死了。

” in the ground顾名思义在地里，表示死了。

和它同为姊妹phrase的是on the ground，blankpink有一首歌名就是介个。

这个phrase就不能以貌取意了，它不是在地上的意思而是脚踏实地；根据实际情况的意思看看英文释义就懂了: In or at a location where the real work or action is happening, as opposed to observing or directing something from a distance.例句: We need to have reporters on the ground to cover the revolution in real time.7 babysit （孩子家长外出时）临时代为照看婴孩

该词有动词和名词两个词性。

作动词为照看，后可加宾语。

作名词有保姆的意思。

babysitter, baby sitter, baby-sitter都是表达该意思的写法，但连起来的最常见。

同时注意区分和nanny的区别，nanny意思为保姆，通常指长期的。

而babysitter是短期的。

另外，我们还可以从这个复合词中多学习一个后缀sitter，关于该词根又一个说法：取了母鸡孵蛋的那个动词 a hen sits on (her eggs)的这层意思。

所以像house sitter（照看房子的人）和pet sitter（照看宠物的人）就不难理解啦，不过注意它们都表示短期的照看。

最后，这一集的结尾我觉得不错，蛮thought-provoking的，想分享给大家

有没有引起一点点思考哈哈哈哈哈哈哈这是第一集的，看完下来觉得总体很不错非常值得推荐。

美剧一般看《破产姐妹》那种情景剧比较多，看看这种比较正常的电视剧体验感也是足足的，而且画风和画质也有一点电影的感觉，里面的词和句不难而且认真看可以学到一大摞知识。

感兴趣的伙伴可以去看看呀，说不定正在剧荒的你正需要呢哈哈哈哈哈。

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